Acad here WE Come!

Since it's already Academy days, we have so many free periods dedicated in practicing our field demo (as if!). Well free periods means a lot of time hanging out and bonding time with my classmates without thinking of our assignments, project...(and the list could go on).

Just this morning our section together with ubaya made a fiasco in front of the whole school. We're late for the practice. As usual the almighty and glory mahal are already in the grounds. Unfortunately ubaya did not have the chance to catch up with us because the music is already playing at that time. We are not yet ready when they played the music. We look danced worst than the prep. I'm so embarrassed because Ms. S told the fourth year teachers that our performance did not in every way could match the performance of the day 1 participants. I'm so pissed because the one to be blame are the mahal. They did not inform us earlier that we will already perform. Nonetheless, we are still the wrong ones in the eyes of the teachers. What can we do? We didn't know what time we will practice.

So much of th I-hate-the-all-glory-mahal mode. Look at the bright side. We bonded so well and we don't have classes most of the day (except Eco). Another thing pa pala is when Lea S and Chesca accidentally threw a ball to Ms. F. Lea S. did not intentionally throw the ball (MY ball for your information) in Ms. F's way but she intentionally threw to Chesca. To our shock it bounced in Chesca's head and bump in Ms. F's head. She did not even look at us. I think she is controlling her anger to us. I'm sorry Ms. F. It's not our intention to ruin your day with a ball.

But apart from the above catastrophes of the day it's all fine. Though I'm sad because our LAST Academy days are drawing near. I don't want all of these to end. I'm not yet satisfied. There is a deep yearning in the pit of my stomach that I want ot fulfill. I can't stand the mere thought next year we are not part of this anymore. That we are nothing but one of the so-called 'outsiders'.

It's hard to do something when you knew in your heart that all of these are lasts of our high school life. I want to stop the moment and just cherish each moments without thinking we will end up saying goodbye to all of these...

I'm so sentimental now. But even if I just have been here for only four years, nothing can match with the memories Holy Spirit imparted with me. No matter what anyone would say Holy Spirit is still the best school I've known.

Ps. In two more days our Academy days will start. I'm so excited. Wish I could bond well with everyone. Our booth is dedication by the way. Hope we will earn more money this year.

Go BIGAY!!!

Ingredients of being one of a heck Maldita

It's been forever since I post my last entry. So many things happened. I can't find the right words to explain the whole course of events. So these are just some (and when I say some it's hardly one tenth) of the past events in my life.

We got are report cards. Surprise! I got lower grade in Physics than in Math. At least the grades are almost tolerable. Somehow i felt guilt because I knew i did not try my hardest to improve my grade in Elective physics which got me in this situation. I'm not really into grades this past months. I guess all the problems are taking the toll in my head. But don't worry, I will never let these things be a hindrance for me.

We also have a lot of dose of projects (problems) from our teachers. The most memorable is the term paper. Our group is in deep trouble with Ms. F. She hated our work. And she told us quoted "You cannot graduate next March if you will not pass the term paper." Talking about trouble. Many thought that the only reason why Ms. F is doing this is because she firmly believes that not all of us did it together. But in all honesty we help hand in hand to come up with that term paper. I just wish Ms. F's heart will warm up to us next time.

So much of the academic problems. My friend R is having love problems. And from the look of it I am one of her confidant. But sometimes all I wanna tell her is get a grip of herself because life won't end there. I mean they are not official and to set the record straight they had never been. I can't say if it's just a fling, infatuation or maybe the real thing. However, her constant rumbling get straight into my head. I can't help it! She is luckier than any girl I know (for that matter luckier than me). She doesn't need to have everything. Just take her and his time. There is no need to hurry because there is more in life.

I definitely feel I'm maldita now. There is so many things to think academic, social and emotional. I can be a good listener. You have my word that i won't utter a word to anyone and even let you rattle for hours. Sometimes there is a point when I can't hold onto my silence anymore. It's just a way for me to wake someone up that life never ever (mark my words) revolve to anyone. Problems come and go like opportunities in life.

Ps. I get so worke up with this things. Hope tomorrow will wave out the clouds and bring out the sky.